entangled emotionally

My EMOTION is seriously entwine causing 'emotional confusion' where I don't even know if i am extremely happy (example: open my room and endless chocolates pour out from the door) or extremely sad (example: gaining extra 20kgs/chocolate extinction)...yea, this is exactly how i feel...both the extreme emotions boiling inside me~ sound kinda serious? nah...not that serious~

i had just learn to live with it~ yep....i had 192 graphs to analyse and those barbarians are not making it any easier for ANYONE! They can label the strips wrongly and I have to guess which is the gene according to each graph...dreadful isn't it? If they had label it ACCORDING to the LAB MANUAL (yea, it is WRITTEN...HOW TO LABEL)...cute aren't they? (i sound sacrastic, but I should be!!!!)

after analysing the stupid graphs for few days and checking all the peaks, i found out that most of the genes they conducted are not working at all~ (even cuter)....the temperatures are supposed to be above 78....but NONE of them got it...and this applied to my non-barbarians coursemates too...(but at least they labelled it correctly! it's may be the DNA problems)...i don't mind if the results turned out wrong, but at least they are not making it harder for me!

and they (barbarians) had been calling me non-stop! yea, i am blogging, my phone is ringing and MSN is nudging as well....(my status is away...)..i know this would happen!! just like the exam period and previous assignments...whenever the deadline is near, MY DEADLINE IS EVEN CLOSER....i don't know what i should do!! i had picked up several calls this afternoon, explaining the same thing...and now, i have to re-explain in MSN...(i am explaining and bloggin at the same time...multitasking...coz the tension from explanation is building up, i need some way to relieve it before i burst...)

and the worse part??...here it comes...

those explanations have nothing to do with my own gene which i am supposed to explain....i am explaining other genes....(meaning: i am doing their parts...) they should really withdraw and i'll put my name on all the certificates...wow! i'll have lotsa MSc certificates~

BUT THEN, WHY AM I SO HAPPY? WHAT CAN POSSIBLY MADE ME SO HAPPY?

1. a call from my mum today, MSN with my cute sisters....

2. My gene is correct...all the temperatures are above 80!! 11 coursemates, and all their DNA using the primers i designed, produced the theoretical results! oh yea~ the only gene with temperature above 78~

I like to talk about unhappy stuff 1st...coz i'll forget about it by the time i talk about happy stuff~ haha! But the phone is still ringing...luckily my ringtone is nice~



Ps: my housemate's bf brought his xbox over....
Sad: means he'll be permanently here?? i am busy with assignments, they are noisy...
Happy: i get to play if i wanted to (but i am stuck here explaining....)