Saturday 28 March 2009

sitting, wishing, waiting~

i cant wait for everything to be OVER... i had to pass up 2 business assignments on 1 May...but i am procastinating since it's group assignment...(told you, i give up on this module, didn't i?)

on 1st of april, i had to pass up another report....individual...and i am starting to calculate those damn equations...BUT, i rather do 3 similar assignments than doing the grouped ones...hahha! I am waiting for 1st April....i believed i would have done the assignment on time....and i can rest until 21 April where my first exam starts...after 1st of April, i think i need to CLUB! i don't care! I need to drown those stresses that has been accumulating!

hmm...suddenly, i had a bad premonition!!! since i have to hand in the report on 1st of april, i suppose my phone will start ringing non-stop starting from Monday...

*gulp*

I should change my ringtones again...It's not that i am thinking highly of myself...but since it involved calculations and it's a complicated report, i suppose they will start calling everyone~

anyway, to de-stress myself, i had been planning a Char-siew-pao-baking session with my friend...and i planned to bake a banana cake as well....the banana cake is not the Secret Recipe's...it's those you can buy from chinese-auntie-stalls at the road sides...i LOVE that banana cake...soft, fluffy, aromatic...ooohhh! i am hungry!

Okay, that's it! at least i have something to look forward to...it made my life a lot better...

Ps: i am still a bit worried about the Monday...i am pretty sure they will start calling...I NEED STRENGTH TO ENDURE THIS...i guess my patience and endurance power has increased to a level which is beyond anyone's imagination...thanks to the barbarians...i had learnt to appreciate peace and life in Malaysia...

5 comments:

FM Luder said...

do u graduate this year?

just do whatever u feel u need to so u get the best marks possible =]

connie said...

yea, i am graduating this year...to be exact, end of oct i suppose...

i am not aiming for best marks now...kinda thinking the other way...do watever i want to feel happier...dont wana care about those damn marks anymore..hahha!

pathetic isnt it?

FM Luder said...

as with everything in life, just think of what's most important long term - letting barbarians drag u down to their level and decrease ur marks a bit (and regrettin it slightly later in life?) or coming through it strongly and tryin for the best possible marks, whatever the costs and whatever temptations...

there will always be ppl like this throughout life i think - so maybe train urself to deal with them now! u've got the ability i'm sure =p

connie said...

hmm...the advice u gave me did change my point of view...i will regret this choice later on in life...maybe i should work my ass off for the finance thing...nevermind about doin it for them...just think of it as doing it for ME..and my FUTURE...haha!

Sound reasonable...

FM Luder said...

definitely do this for yourself and not for them! at the end of the day u will always get somewhere in life because of ur efforts whereas they will eventually get found out and will skip from job to job until they give up.