Monday 27 October 2008

weird..

it's weird...i suddenly spaced out in lecture! hahha! (though it happened many times before...but it's weird....) i never feel like this.... i usually nap or just dream bout somethg during lectures...but today, i totally spaced out! i didnt tink of anything...it is just blank....my frens miss called me to 'wake' me....but i didnt even notice the phone vibrating! i am very sensitive to this...but i dont know what happen....sleep too much at home during da weekend? i didnt really sleep that much! only 7 hours and i didnt even nap...argh...i must stay focus!!!! at least dont let my mind wonder around...it's too small to be on its own^^ hahhahaha!

here comes the second part....i need to do some thinking...or shall i say planning? maybe it's time for me to let go....let her be independent...maybe it's my fault everything turns out to be like this...after all, i may not be doing the right thing...a fren of mine gimme a piece of his mind bout this matter and......i dunno what to say bout it......he knocked some senses into my mind...and i dont know what i should do rite now....more stuff to think about...


suddenly, i rmbr bout tis kacang i talked about...kinda pity 'it' (sorry, gotta stay anonymous...even the gender) haha! this kacang is so cocky that 'it' made a very rude n sacrastic comment on one of our coursemates....and it ended up 'it' has to eat that comment...since i believe in karma, i guess what 'it' said reflect on 'itself'....sorry to apply da word 'it'..but need to keep you anonymous, ya know?

dearest jojo, i am practising what you told me once....finding absolute happiness...i hope you r doin da same for yourself...do not settle for relative happiness...i dont know what'll happen, but i hope you get what you hoped for...kinda miss our class-skippin routine...hahha! Do not settle for the second best...

jojo & i at BBQ party...hosted by mui yun, before i left for UK


for winnee dear...sorry that i could make it for your graduation and cant invite you to mine....3 graduations...and i cant even attend any of them...talk bout bad timing...nvm, da fourth one is coming..hahha! get ready for it^^ i'll always rmbr you as the first friend i knew from TARC...cant imagine that we become best friends...dunno why i can rmbr clearly da very first day we met and every tiny details...feels just like it happened yesterday^^ hahha! i cant stop laughing by myself as i think of the first day^^

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