lucky me...but....

i am so lucky today^^ i am awarded the best presenter! i am so happy and i cant be happier...hhahaha! however, a part of me is very unhappy....i hoped that the lecturers had not announced it in front of everyone...i hoped that they can tell me personally to save the embarassment....argh! and the external examiner shouldn't have complimented me in front of all the coursemates....i dont know where to hide myself....at that moment, i just felt like digging a hole and hide....it's nothing shameful, but considering the feelings of other coursemates, i think they shouldn't had complimented like that...

all my coursemates complimented and congratulated me....but i just dont feel so good....i didnt put in as much effort as they did, yet.....this happens....argh! kinda feel like not worth for the compliments.....

something troubled me though....i am the one being bombarded with the most questions! well, i wonder why the one being bombarded with tonnes of questions being the best presenter? i just felt like being ambushed by the lecturers equipped with AK-47...worst still, rocket launchers.....argh! i am so lucky that i had been trained by Dr. Banu....she equipped me with bullet-proof vest as well as reflector-shield which repels almost any ammunition from all sorts of weapons....

opps...it sounded more like a war than a presentation huh? the truth is, IT IS A WAR!

Tomorrow, i think i'll be bombarded with more questions since they saw my presentation today...i am kinda worried that they might have higher expectations on me for tomorrow...argh!!! gonna prepare the slides after bloggin'

pray for me!!!

some people just dont understand...

wow...i cant imagine how some people just dont get it.....but i admire their courage and will power....

i dont know how to tell this story...but basically, it's like this....

A and B was in a long distance relationship....A and B broke up....B wanted A back, but due to some problems, A refused to get back together but willing to stay as friends...but now, B wanted more....B is planning to board a plane and reconcile the relationship with A.....i hope A can reconsider their relationship and everything will be fine... i pitied B, but after what B has done, i doubt if there will be any chance of reconciling....

anyway, all the best to this couple...ex-couple or future-to-be-couple...

these stuffs are really troublesome...i am appreciating single life....less stuffs to worry about^^ talk about my own stuff....tomorrow, i'll be presenting Plantibodies...i am not sure if i got it on the right track...but it seemed okay for me....thanks to a friend who gave me some rough ideas on how the degree presentation will be...i am at least make sure my stuffs are well above degree level...after all, it should be harder compare to degree level...

i better stop blogging and get some proper rest before my presentation tomorrow...i dont know why i am not worried at all...i should be worried....i had just done the slides...no rehearsal, no double check....basically, i think it is a piece of sh*tty presentation....let's see if i will be bombarded with tonnes of questions....praying for the professors to be kind....hm...almost forgotten...there will be an external examiner on the spot...damn...god bless me^^

attention to food lovers^^

hey! suddenly feel like blogging about food...hohoho! trying to make everyone drool over my blog...yea, coz i know i cant make you all drool over my pictures, so i might as well make you all drool over the food!!! muahahaha! i am EVIL...and i know that....carefully observe the food below^^

escargots...of course..France...

pepperoni pizza from Italy...

Seafood pasta...Italy

Lagsanae....italy


tong fen, Paris

Salmon fish with lobster sauce..Paris

Fruit dessert, Rome

Mixed Grill, Vatican City..

Seafood Rice, Rome

Chef's Specialty Lamb Chop, Paris

Grill Fish, Venice

Forgotten da name...Venice

Piadina, Venice

McD, Italy

Genovase, Venice

Tiramisu, Vatican city

Chocolate cake, Vatican city

Fungae Pizza, Italy

Bacon Pizza? Italy...hahha!

venice specialty

Love of my life, Gelato^^ italy

My love.....more Gelato^^

More Gelato^^ i love it!!!!! you guys must try this out in italy...i fell in love because of the gelato...

ONE MORE IMPORTANT THING....you MUST try DALLOYAU...in Paris...MUST!!! i will definitely be going back to Paris because of DALLOYAU....i love it...i really love it!! anyone wana join me for eating?? i seriously recommend dalloyau...the pastries are fabulous...with 200 years of history, who can beat you? i love DALLOYAU! but seriously, after eating it...your 'lo yau' will be very 'dai'.....that's why it's named 'dai lo yau' - translate into cantonese..you'll know what i am saying...hahhaha! kidding ler...but i'll still love it...hahhaha!

PS: there are still some food that i missed out...i dont want to post up too much...i am droolin' hahhahha! i dont want to flood the whole Liverpool...hahhaha!

luck never leaves me...

i am so lucky....no dinner for today^^ hooray! due to my housemates.....they fought, so the dinner will be postponed to next friday.....since it is next friday, i can actually come up with some other excuses^^ yay! at least i am safe for this week...lucky the other guy didnt call up for the clubbing thingy...whew...

i dont know what to do with my handphone now...there is some faults in the battery...i have to keep on charging it to maintain the optimum battery...argh...i will be going to town and see if i can get a new battery...lucky that i have 2 hps...heheh! the old one is working properly...the new one is the troublesome one....argh...

feeling really sleepy right now...let's pray that there will not be any fire alarm for tonight...puuhhllleeeaasseeee~ i beg of you.....i dont want to run down and feeling half naked...argh!

3am in the morning...

yup....absolutely correct...it's 3am in the morning and i am bloggin...what exactly happened?? da damn stupid fire alarm goes off again! this time, i remembered my shoes...but i dont have the time to change my trousers....i am wearing a super mini shorts and an oversized t shirt....damn! still...i remembered my handphone...and the best part? i took my comforter along with me and run for 7 floors again~ argh!

it was the same unit causing the fire alarm...i think it should be due to smoking in the room...i dont know....but one thing for sure, policemen came, fire fighters came....i think the students are in deep shit right now....hmm...it's a pity for them....but i cant really pity them since this is the second time....

okie...gotta get some sleep...or i'll evolved into a panda soon...real soon....nitezzzzzz....

trust me, when i say trust me...

i guessed all my friends would have heard me saying this phrase....i dont know why, but everything i do, i dont liked to be questioned....especially when explaining a situation....i hate it when people tends to question me as if they dont believe what i'd said...if you dont believe what i'd said, then i think it will be useless to ask me in the first place....my parents know my eccentric behaviour and they dont throw tonnes of questions towards me....they respect my decision and they trust my judgement....same goes to my friends, my family and everyone who knows me by heart....

okay...today, i received a special sms wishing me good luck in exam...it may be late by one day, but still, it really cheered me up as usual...

it has been quite sometime that i last heard of my new 'didi' in Liverpool...and he just messaged me for a dinner or brunch on saturday for a catch up on our lives...i am glad that i helped him at the airport eventhough i dont know his name...i am glad that the help i offered is appreciated and he kept in touch even when both of us have stuff to be busy about....although i will be having lots of assignments and exam due next week, i think i should meet him up in case he need my help....since i know where the best place to shop, maybe i can be of some help... it doesnt cost much to help a person, but you get the best reward when they appreciate your help....just like how i am feeling right now...happy that i am helping someone when they needed help the most^^

tasks due....

i had just sat for an exam on tuesday...now i have to start preparing for 2 presentations, 1 laboratory report, 1 protein engineering project and another exam....argh....with the packed schedule, i just dont know where to start....my presentations will fall on 10th and 11th of november...and on 13th, i'll be having exam...by 17th, i have to pass up an assignment, 26th another exam...i hate the schedule....argh!

i am waiting for miracle....STOP THE TIME....yay! maybe i should just stop dreaming and get my @ss working...argh! though i felt a lot better...but i cant concentrate on my work...i just cant bring myself to start on any due task....i want to start, but i dont have the willpower to do it....FAILURE....argh!

no matter what, i'll get myself together ASAP! by the way, a guy asked me out for party this friday with his mates....i dont feel like going though...and on friday, that G guy will be cooking a dinner for 13 people?! i dont feel like going, but it's really hard to reject...what should i do?

but i really think that a guy that cooks cant really be that bad...at least he dont think himself as the 'macho' type and kitchen as women's place...the thing i dont like about some guys is that they think highly of themselves as the sole provider of the family, women stay home and take care of kids, they socialised, while women stay at home looking after the kids...what the hell??? if any guy dares to tell that to me, i am going to kick his @ss! i HATE gender discrimination!

and for a guy who once said that a girl should not further their studies, i will prove you wrong...if you still maintain this kind of thinking, you might as well dig a hole and bury yourself...coz you are preventing the advancement of the new generation^^ That is MY generation...i will wipe you off from the surface of the EARTH...you useless, selfish jerk!

PS: somehow, i feel like i am getting more n more agressive in my blog and i should reflect on myself....wow...what's happening?